Trying to Make My Own Lyric: HUMPTY DUMPTY HEART

Honestly, now I'm so in love with someone. He's a choleric-sanguine but somehow a bit baka. I dunno why, but he has caught my heart already. Unfortunately, I'm always becoming a timid person facing love. Though, we are a close friend enough, but I can't just simply say my feeling to him. I'm scared how if the situation becomes awkward after I reveal my feeling to him??? How if I can't be his best friend anymore??? Therefore... I only can say my feeling through this lyric. Hopefully, if I am lucky, then who knows if he then reads this blog? (hahaha my wish...). Ja, this is my lyric. Hopefully I'll get the melody soon T-T



Humpty Dumpty Heart

I seal my heart with the humpty lock.
Just bring the dumpty key, for me to unlock.
It's a fate that we can meet.
But I don't know if we're really fated.
Though maybe you don't care.
This pulses already flare.

REFF:
I feel like wanna run.
Coz I dunno where this story gonna turn.
I just wanna be in your guard.
without feeling awkward
But this invisible huge wall is tearing me apart.
Why is it so hard.
To show you my heart.

You've brought me to Alice hole
and show me wonderland
You've tied me to the pole
and bring me neverland

You always play so cool
always act like a man
But you've made mel like a fool
that's what I understand


REFF:
I feel like wanna run.
Coz I dunno where this story gonna turn.
I just wanna be in your guard.
without feeling awkward
But this invisible huge wall is tearing me apart.
Why is it so hard.
To show you my heart.

When will you unlock my heart...=(

Well, I got the idea after reading manga shuugo chara. That's why I use humpty dumpty heart as the metaphor. My friend said that she didn't like the lyric coz the atmosphere is too fragile and not so me. Well, but this is I am, a fool girl who becomes a coward facing a real love. I wish there will be a day I can convey my feeling to him... Before we separate each other...=( Readers, please pray for me too, will ya =(

Anyway, I have just known that "humpty dumpty" means clumsy, or scattered or unorganized... Well something like that.  I'll check it again in my dictionary for sure. I knew that because one day, my lecturer said to me "What a humpty dumpty girl".

The situation was, I didn't bring my text book at that time. Well...I thought I had put it into my bag, for God Sake >_<. Then he said that to me. For what I knew, Humpty-Dumpty is an egg-shaped fictional character from Alice in Wonderland:


 I'm not too familiar with Alice in Wonderland. I really want to read the original book. But from what I knew...humpty-dumpty is must be an unique character, like the rest of the characters inside. I heard that  the character always gave some clues to Alice in Wonderland, like about the meaning of "jabberwocky: etc.

So...why did it has such a negative meaning @_@?

Though I'm  not too convenient with my lecturer's said, the important thing is, I have one new vocabulary now.

So...though I didn't know about the exact meaning of "Humpty-Dumpty" while I was writing the lyrics above, but somehow it's still have connection with the real meaning. "Humpty-Dumpty heart" means "The Awkward and Clumsy heart". Yeah, that's what I feel when I face the person I like.

Uff...love is fool! That's why I don't wanna to fall in love. I wanna establish love instead!

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